OMG it’s been a long time since I updated my blog 
Don’t know whats wrong but I don’t feel like I want write about my daily life..
Although there are a lot of things that happened during this period..
Some of them are happy and some are not..
I become more isolated, it’s not like i’m forced to be so, but I think I’m the one who’s doing this..
I kinnda making a distance between me and those whom I know, its not like I don’t want them to be in my life but….
I don’t know I really don’t know how to say it or put it into a sentence that can explain exactly how I feel
And also I don’t know why I am writing now.. I just press on add new and start typing.
Can this year be different than last year? I hope so :\
I’m looking forward for so many things to come true.. Even if not it’s Allah will..
I really miss the old me.. The old Luda.. I was so crazy at that time, I miss being crazy..
Being mature is good but believe me it is boring like hell
I don’t know what I’m writing.. Just ignore it.
I’m only clearing my head from a lot of things that gives me a huge headache, so I can free some space
to the other nonsenses that’s going to take place 
I didn’t call my granny to check on here after they admit her in the hospital
and didn’t even greet her for Ramadan including my aunt..
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Anyway I almost forget
Ramadan Mubarak and on this occasion
May Allah bless you with happiness
And grace your home with warmth & peace!
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P.S. Ignore spelling and grammar mistakes, not in the mood to care about it.
see ya 
not so soon for sure.
