I think I lost the passion of doing anything since I quit translating 
I become so gloomy and pessimistic… even if laugh at my self for a day or two
and convincing it that everything is okay… tomorrow will be better etc, etc, etc ;\
but everything turn to be is the same since ever and sometimes it gets worse I think…
The reason why I stop posting anything here is because I feel like I’m spreading my
negative aura And I hate doing this…
I’m reaching my limit of being fed up of everything… I’m about to ditch everything, even
my social network sites… I forgot how to communicate with my friends; I almost don’t
know anything about them because I live in isolation in my own world…
Recently I decide to have a change in my life…
I hope I can keep it and quite doing things that harm me, I think I should pay more
attention to my health since every time I discover a new disease: D
As I always say, ignore everything you read in here because it’s just meaningless thoughts written in a blog
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I belive that each word comes to our mind even if we didn’t write it n a blog or such a paper its always mean something , describe something ..,
Words or writing n any place shows that we have somthing inside , it means there’s feeling inside trying to move ,to appear .. It’s a deep brith to our souls ..
Sorry , I don’t know what happen I found my words written without thinking
U know,, I will kill u f u don’t take care of ur health cuz there’s ppl love u around and want u happy